Where do I begin? So much happened in yesterday’s game, excitement, anger, panic, nerves then elation.
We will start with the excitement; another early goal, this time from Denilson – his Brazillian shaped ankle allowing him to curl a shot past Robert Green in the West Ham net on 4 minutes. A nice early start out of the blocks for us, which was a sign of things to come but we had a few chances but never quite got them on target.
Then came anger; a ball was fed over the top, Vermaelen and Franco went for it, there was contact and Franco went down. The linesman flapped his flag in a “look, ref, look!” manner and the ref ran around 50 yeards to give Vermaelen a straight red and West Ham a penalty. It looked harsh in front of me, and on MOTD it looked even harsher, both players were watching the ball, there was slight contact but it was not a obvious foul, nor was it a goalscoring attempt as the ball was up in the air at the time. But red card it was and Vermaelen looked annoyed but didn’t have a hissy fit like some players do and went straight off to applause from the home crowd. The West Ham penalty was well saved by Almunia, justice perhaps? The half-time whistle went almost immediately after, Arsene was furious on the touchline and waited for the ref as the crowd boo’d him off the pitch.
Then came the panic and nerves; Would Sylvester come on? I hoped that Song would move back and he did (I hope Arsene sticks with this for the 1 game Vermaelen will miss). As the half opened West Ham were on top, we looked a bit unbalanced playing with 10, Bendtner was replaced by Diaby to immediate effect – the latter having simply better ball control in tighter spaces than the former. We then settled and started to take charge of the game again. But it was still nervy, would an equaliser knock the wind out of our sails? But a penalty for hand ball was awarded, quite why no yellow was given who knows – it was Upson’s second bookable offence, perhaps the ref thought it harsh to award a red and penalty at the same time….oh, hang on?
Then came the elation; Cesc stepped up and scored. I cannot describe how much relief I felt at this moment, I had been so tense up until that point – how I am going to last the next 7 games who knows! But we had the game, 3 points and the league lead safe. The crowd, those who were still there, went wild.
So we climb to the top of the league, perhaps until later today when Utd and Chelsea both play, but we have done our bit. 3 points was all that could be asked for. But the manner in which we did it sends out a clear signal. We have had the late winners where in previous season we would have accepted a draw, today the team fought so hard to win this game, massive character shown, would this have happened before? Would the players have concentrated as much with the injustice in their minds? Song was immense at centre back, Denilson played very very well in the middle, Diaby made some amazing turns when he took possession and was again showing why Arsene has faith in him, Eboue was also fantastic.
Finally a word on Cesc, yes I love him, he is by far and away my favourite player, but he was again cool headed to take than penalty and his celebration (I had to view that on MOTD as at that precise moment I was hugging the guys in front) showed he loved that goal and he loves the club we love.
7 games to go now, just think of the next one, Birmingham away. That is all we can do. We have a massive chance, believe gooners, believe!

